Had me

It’s been two years since you had me…

1. in your arms since I always felt safe within them because you’re embrace was my secret hiding place.
2. as your Number 1 Fan. You’re still living in the limelight.  I swear, you’re already famous.
3. pretending to spit lyrics because all I wanted to do was to impress you. I’m a poet… but not that kind.

It’s been two years and you’ve shaped every relationship I’ve been in since.  I can’t stand how I can’t even get a ”hello”, “hi”, a smile, or a nod from you anymore.  I unconsciously compare all the new guys to you because you’re template for my perfect man. I’m not depressed or heartbroken.  I’m just reminiscent of all the potential we had. You showed me how to love.

Honestly, it’s been two too many years since you had me and I’ll admit that you had me at hello.

"you need to reach your hands up to the point where you may just touch an angel"

AHHH! Fast forward past my birthday and Thanksgiving, not that I’m not thankful for anything or anyone, because I’m already in the Christmas mood! :)

you feeel me?

10/06/09's "film lit lingo"

I went to Mr.S.Leather today. I don’t know whether I’m fascinated or…scarred! I basically witnessed live gay porn. ahhhhhhh my virgin eyes

You are the dancing queen
Young and sweet, only seventeen
Dancing queen, feel the beat
From the tambourine, oh yeah

Happpppy birthday to me :)

I have a little crush. Ok, ok. Maybe a big crush. I knew him from waaaay back when. Do you know who he is? He knows everything about me. I associate with him religiously. Seriously, on a daily basis. Have you made any guesses? The number of letters in his name ≤ 4.  His love is true…he keeps my soul pure. That’s right! God :)

New-ness

Talking to that used-to-be special someone always made you feel like all the butterflies in your stomach were lifting you up off the ground to Cloud 9;  then, suddenly it was a bittersweet feeling that just turned BLAND. Trying to rekindle the flame between you guys will never occur.  It is not possible to bring light to something when it is no longer existant.  Our relationship is not longer in existance.  My desire to be with you burnt out. Baby, it’s over and lifeless in its ashes.  I am truly content because I no longer hold any attachment to you.  It’s a great feeling.  I feel so brand new!

“like a burden has been lifted off your shoulders” -off top and bottom!

<3